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On Jealousy. On Inferiority. On Polyamory.

Sometimes I feel like I can’t do anything right. Sometimes I have this constant feeling of inferiority. The thought passes over me “not good enough.” A few years ago I was in a relationship where nothing I did felt “good … Continue reading

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What I wish was happening in the world (Part 1: Food, Basic Needs and Money)

People like to call me negative. I’ll admit it. I am negative as fuck. I am as cynical as the worst of them. I’ll admit this is my biggest flaw. However, I do not think I am aimlessly negative. I … Continue reading

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Different Kinds Of Death

Just remember its not real, Where is the stapling of the pages, Or the licking of the envelope seal. Its not a done deal, Its not real, Its not real.   Crowds, the masses Tell you What you wish was … Continue reading

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The beginning, the end, and back again.

Recently, someone told me that people get upset over other folks dying because they are really mourning their own eventual deaths. In June I lost a very old friend, and more deaths are coming. I can feel it in my … Continue reading

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